Saturday, September 15, 2007

love is a risk..

Hay,sensya na now lang ako nakapagpost...Dami nangyari pero isa lang naman naalala ko..Na Masaktan ulit..Wel wala na ako dapat pa sabihin ito lang naman..May nakita ako poem..hehehe..heto siya...



Love's Risks
There is a risk involved in everything;every time you share a smile,every time you shed a tear,you are opening yourself up to hurt.

Some people tread slowly through lifeavoiding the closeness risk brings,side-stepping the things they can't understand,turning away from those who care too much,those who care too long,those who hold too tightly.

There is never an easy way to love.You cannot approach it cautiously. It will not wait for you to arm yourself.It does not care if you turn away.It is everywhere, it is everything.

Love is the greatest of all risks.It is not reliable, it is not cautious. It is not sympathetic.It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.It strikes the strongest of mindand brings them to their knees in one blow.

Even in the best of times, love hurts.It hurts to need, it hurts to belong.It hurts to be the other part of someone elsewithout either of your consent,but, from the moment it overtakes you it hurts worse to be all alone.

The risk of love never depletes.It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.But, it's in the total surrender of all defensethat we, no matter weak or strong,no matter willing or captive,no matter what, we truly experience love.

Despite the many things love is not,outweighing it all are the things that love is. Love is surrender without a loss.It is a gift without the cost.It consumes your every thought and desire,every breath you take.It is the fire that fuels you to do more than pass through life;it urges you, instead, to live.

No matter the outcome, having felt love;you will never be the same.It may scar your heart and souland leave you only memories of forever.Or, it may cause every day of your lifeto feel like there is no need for tomorrow.But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk.For in all of life Love is truly the only risk worth taking.
jhoycie
xoxo

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

LanJut Lanjut........then cry cry!

hello..guys!..sensya na now lang ako nakapag post....Lam niyo ba ibig sabihin ng lanjut?..heheh....yan ang pinag aawayan namin ng bf ko now,,,One gurl shes makin lanjut sa bf ko...Eh now di ko pa alam sino malanjut sa kanya...Tagal na ito now ko lang nakapag post!..lier talaga...bakit hindi pa maubusan..sa mundo!lol!..
Anyway, Im not okey right now....hay tagal na pala..edi til now....Duh!..E kasi naman po hindi ko pa alam ang mga totoo...Kaya hindi ako parati mapalagay..Syempre noh,,kung may nakatago pa hindi ka talaga mapapalagay...Now hindi parin tahimik ang puso ko,,isip ko at kaluluwa...lol!...parang patay nako ata nun!...joke!...Iyak ako parati pero yoko pakita sa mga tao na umiiyak ako kasi parang gaga na ako nun diba?..Now nga iniisip ko parang nagtangangahan nalang ako..LOVE,,LOVE,,LOVE..I HATE LOVE!...UNFAIR TALAGA!...e sabagay alam naman natin na ganyan talaga pag nasaktan,pag nasaktan ka dun mo na nalalaman na nagmamahal ka na pala..Pero sabi nila wag mo lahat ibigay sa minamahal mo...dapat matira ka,para pag linoko ka niya at sinaktan ka niya kahit naman konti may natira sayo...OMG!..parang sakin ata wala na...JOKE!..
Last few days,,nagbrowse ako sa friensdter list ko...May nakita lang sa mga friend ko na may comment na about sa hiwalayan..HUH!..E kasi yung guy po nasa ibang bansa e yung gurl nandito sa philippines...Parang nangyari narin sakin yun eh..yung gurl na yun parang nakipagbreak daw siya..ganyan naman talaga diba?Nsa sa inyo nalang kung magtatagal kayo sa LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP diba?..Mahirap din yun ah...eh ako naghintay ako sa wala..huhu...hay nako past is past!.......Advice ko lang sa kanya na kung ano sa puso niya sundin niya,kasi para naman sa kanyan yun eh,,marami naman siya kaibigan...at bata pa siya..Ganyan talaga kung kayo kayo...diba?..kung kami kami...naku!sinali ba ako....
Sana naman maging okey na ako,,ayoko naman kasi mag isip pero panay pumapasok sa isip ko lahat..Minsan nga tinatanong ko sa isip ko na may dapat pa ba ako malaman about sa relationship namin...Kaya heto ako iniiyakan nalang lahat....drama ko na...
sige po till here nalang muna ha....
wrok muna ako..
bhubye
jhoycie

Friday, August 24, 2007

PapaRapPAPA!..missing you badly...

IM DONE

ooppssss....im done designing my blog but hindi pa siya masyadong okey?....huh!..kita niyo naman siguro napaka simple...Any person who can help me naman po sa designs ng blog ko...:'(..kainis kasi!di ko pa masyado alam ito...Wel kwento time na........You know what guys,,may gumamit ng number ko,,its better talaga na palitan ko na number ko...Kasi naman po noh,,napakamongoloid nun...Bakit Cell no ko binigay sa Bank..As far as i know naman si mama lang may account dun,,And di naman name ni mama yung sinabi.Humanda yung gurl na yun..Kaya yung bank ngayon nahihirapan sila maghanap sa babae yun,,,galing niya noh!..bat kaya dami manloloko?..huh!..




Now po ita 2:57 pm..Medyo naiinis sa work ko this time kasi di okey ang internet connection po..Aga ko nagblog noh?..kasi naman naboboring ako dito.....Naiisip ko nga parang di na ako nag enjoy sa work ko,,parati ako naiinip....huh!....






Sige po post ako ulit later before ako uwi sa house.....


Sana naman maaga uwi hubby ko......




I LOVE YOU PAPA VERY MUCH



xoxo

jhoycie

Thursday, August 23, 2007

iTs mY FirSt Time Here

heyyah!...first time ko din kaya, i dunno what to say or tel something about what happen to me right now...im only missing mu hubby..(tagal niya kasi)..Kaiinis nga umuulan na naman,tapos ang lakas pa kulog...OMG!...i hope di naman mag brown out noh!..i hate PELCo talaga!.....huh!..later uwi na ako nyan..im here sa work kaya nag blog muna ako for the sake na boring ako...duh!...anyway,,,,huh!depressed parin ako now....and all of a sudden curious ako on what happening right now,,,gues what?.....all about relationship...si hubby kasi may kasalanan na naman sakin.....LIER PERSON!..huh,,,,pero mahal ko yan.....joke lang na lier,,,,ganyan talaga!...Dapat ba ako ipag palit sa kahit sino,,duh!....landiot kasi niya eh!..pati hubby ko gusto niya kereng kerin!..hahaha...buti naman faithful hubby ko..kung hindi patay siya sakin noh....
sige po uwi na ako niyan later..bale fix ko mga things ko here......
i hope tuloy tuloy naman ang pag post ko ng blog noh.....pray for me.!..huh!
xoxo
:)
jhoycie